hmm I haven't been using deviant art very often have I? lol i know i gotta say this but besides Joanna and Natty, because I signed off for *good I also ruined the mood of narshmellow crazy for deviant. COME ON YOU GOTTA DMIT IT!!! (JENNY SOHPIA NICK) During the time I haven't been on, I have had someone to cherish in my mind and through that I experienced a heart break, but also the mending and meshing of a heart once full of hope. You may not be religious but I was reading the bible and I read 1 Corinthians Ch. 13, or also called the Love Chapter. This is what inspired to keep on hoping:

If I speak in tongues, of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only resounding gong or clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails, But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away, For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears, When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see
face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain; faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is LOVE......


After I read this, I just thought that if God wanted me with this person than nothing I can do will change that. If it was against his will, then nothing I do can go against him. My favorite part of this passage is that Love is Patient...kind, ... the greatest of these is love. Learn from this